Director of National Gallery of Art Visits & my insecure moment…
Everybody has ‘em….
The AMAZING Kaywin Feldman enters my studio; Director of the National Gallery of Art. Andrew Saul, Board of Trustees of NGA (and so much more!) follows behind Kaywin, (museum lifetime trustee).
Studio Visit. To preview Existential Snacks and The Infertility Project, ten years old and finally being seen.
Then Kaywin’s question….
“Robbi, tell us what your daily practice looks like?”
Why did I FREEZE? and start blabbering?
Heart raced, throat tightened, thirty years of practice suddenly impossible to name out loud.
I STARTED BLABBERING, DAMN IT.
Truth: I mostly appear composed. And I mostly am.
And then once in a while, in retrospect, I feel like an idiot.
Yup.
Me.
But its ok.
“Pinch-me week” continues, regardless.
Dinner with Andrew and Denise Saul waits in New York. My career is finally finding new footing, thirty years of collectors meeting one new gallery relationship in the same room.
Here's the promise: that fumble happens once.
Practicing the words now, out loud, mirror included, so the next room gets the answer this one deserved.
I will Master this. Practice in the mirror.
Next time someone as amazing and imporant as Kaywin Feldman asks about my daily creative practice, I’ll have my answer NAILED.
(Amen!)