Honored: My Artwork "Empty Promises" In Remains To Be Seen Exhibition
From a steel base hangs a drifting “Baby Blanket” built to signify, the “Empty Promises” of invitro fertilization treatments….the excrutiation, failed, decade long attempt by the artist to become a biological mother…
My work, Empty Promises, hangs inside Remains To Be Seen this month. A baby blanket constructed from my own in-vitro fertilization syringes, bordered in virgin wool, suspended from steel. Industrial. Masculine. Pharmaceutical. The material makes the argument so I don't have to... this is what infertility engineers: grief with a protocol number attached.
Beside it in the exhibition, side by side: The Empty Womb, a documentary film by internationally renowned filmmaker, Betsy Chase, now also streaming on Amazon Prime. Two mediums, one interruption. Hers moves. Mine hangs still, permanently mid-gesture, a blanket that will never cover a coveted child.
This is the grief of never becoming a biological mother. Death, before Life.
Not metaphor. Syringes, actually mine. Wool, actually knitted. The existential trauma made physical so it could finally hold still long enough to be looked at.
See the full project: firestoneart.com/projects/the-infertility-project
Watch the film: The Empty Womb on Amazon Prime
Step into the gallery: artbridgenm.org/remains-to-be-seen