The Standard: Exemplary
My father served thirty years in the United States Marine Corps.
Honor was a requirement in our home. A practice: integrity, service, the expectation that the people around you would rise to meet it.
I learned to always deliver my best. I could not always demand it of others. Yet when someone failed that standard, I gave pause.
My studio and art practice stands by that code to this day.
Flashback: my one-woman show. 2013.
I walked to the back room. Found another artist's work covered in a spilled bag of potting soil.
I made a decision. From clarity. From conviction.
No artist deserves that.
I chose direct communication. Integrity and honesty. I learned my worth and asked for it. I took the hard yet chosen road of my own making.
I demanded the best. I delivered it.
Independence has a cost. You are wrong about yourself sometimes. Inexperience cuts on hard edges. You lose sales. You get it wrong.
And you are never tested by anyone you fully respect.
July 18 is my first gallery show in over twenty years.
The Long Horizon. 203 Fine Art, Gallery 215, 215 Ranchitos Road, Taos, New Mexico. A restored 1850 Spanish Colonial adobe hacienda. The legacy of Agnes Martin lives in those walls. Put it in your calendar.
What made the difference?
Maureen Sarro, Executive Director of 203 Fine Art.
She is brilliant. Quality. Strategic. Precise. She has boundaries and integrity. She thought with me.
In thirty years of professional life I have learned that quality is rare enough to say yes to.
Also: she's a blast.
So I said yes.
I am a woman trained by a Warrior Marine to hold her position. Placing certain decisions in someone else's hands is a considered act. It is the most honest thing I have done in my studio practice in years.
I am fully present. I am all in.
Exposed, yes. Exposure is different from anxious. Anxiety is about outcome. Exposure is about the self.
My father would recognize that. You hold a position fully or you find another one.
The paintings in The Long Horizon ask one thing of the people who stand before them.
Be in the room. Let the sky do what skies do when you stop managing them.
I am still learning that myself.
That is what integrity looks like when it is not a concept but a practice.
The Long Horizon opens July 18 at 203 Fine Art, Gallery 215, 215 Ranchitos Road, Taos, New Mexico. Appointment-only. Inquiries: maureen@203fineart.com, 917-518-0430.